Tuesday, December 6, 2011

F U Pal - 2, iCandy - 0

So the first point for F U Pal came when Cass carried me for a man, got married, and I got the short end of the stick.

All over the place F U Pal has been trying to put little things in my face to blow me, and just make me feel like crap. Everyone's getting engaged, married, pregnant, going on big trips overseas with their boyfriends, fiances, husbands, etc...well all of that definitely made me say WTF a few times, but it wasnt until a few days ago that the 2nd point was scored.

So I think you all remember Young Gent from the beginning of the blog, well...Young Gent and I ended up pretty much living together, and being in one of those gray area non-relationship relationships (big nono). We used to always discuss me wanting kids, and him not wanting kids. I wanted to have at least 1 if we got married, and he didn't want any. He was very adament about this for A LONG TIME. Eventually he agreed that ONE was an option if we got married.

Well whole time, during the course of our situation there was this chick he use to mess with (before me) that I always felt he still had a thing for even tho he denied it.

Lemme just skip to the point. Basically Young Gent and I had a huge falling out earlier this year, and stopped talking for MONTHS. A few weeks ago I sent him a manly arrangement, and he texted me. We talked, and I found out he was apprehensive about talking to me b/c he was in the midst of some drama. The drama being that he's in the middle of finding out the paternity of this baby that may be his.

Now at first I was cool. Like...ok...cool. Well we hung out, and I started asking questions about the kid...you know, is it a girl or boy, how old is it, who's the Momma. He wouldnt answer any of them.

So, it turns out that the mother is the same girl who I thought he liked, and its not ONE baby, it's twins...TWO GIRLS! This is where I got in my feelings. I feel a lil jealous, and I can't lie. He calls her a joint, she's never met his fam, obviously something's off if he thinks the girls may not be his. How you have a baby....correction - 2 babies...with someone you call a joint, but didnt want kids after marriage with someone you actually cared for? See...niggas be slippin'! Now he's all blown b/c he may be the father and won't be able to see his kids every day, but damn! You didn't even really want kids, but then you have end up havin' them by a joint accidently?! I feel like she got what I wanted. That's selfish of me to say, but I'm tellin' the truth!

I'm super in my feelings about this...super super super in my feelings. I'm not even gonna continue this rant because I'm still just like WTF?! SMH I'll be glad when I get a point!

"Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead" - Adele

*hugs and love*
-iCandy